Who am I kidding? Underneath it all I’m still depressed. About the past, about the present, about the future. I still feel like a failure. Sure, I’ve managed to repress all of that by working and exercising like crazy. I try and fill my days with as many things as possible so that when I come home I’m so tired all I want to do is sleep. And tomorrow is another day. And so the days pass. As if everything is ok. But it’s not ok. Nothing is ok. Sure, the tears have stopped. But that is because believe it or not, I’ve no time to cry. My life is one big rush now from one thing to another. No more tears. But who am I really kidding? Having no time to feel sad or cry doesn’t mean I’m happy. Deep down I’m still sad. The heart ache lingers on. Like a never ending story. Oh well. This story will definitely have an ending.
Be thankful for the small things in life. Give thanks you have your health. Be happy you have your furkid waiting for you at home. Be thankful you have a brilliant brain & physical body that you can achieve anything you want
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ReplyDeletethat house sold already lah, so slow u..
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