I used to be a chubby kid. Then I lost weight in university (no more of Mom’s cooking and the stress of living away from home). And now I’m steadily gaining weight again. It all started in December when there was one party after another with almost unlimited amounts of drinks and food. And now it’s so difficult to lose the weight I’ve gained. I’ve tried dieting, I’ve increased my trips to the gym, but still it doesn’t work! Some days I’m determined to go all out, some days I just give up. Nothing seems to work. Some people say stress can cause weight loss. Not for me. Work is pretty stressful at the moment but that has done nothing to decrease the weight. It’s driving me nuts. I hate to fail. And this feels like failure. One would’ve thought with 16 years to go why bother? Because I only have 16 more years to go, and I want to look good. Go out in style so to speak. But that is becoming more and more difficult by the day! Yet another reason to be depressed.
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