I lie awake but my eyes are closed
Too many questions without answers have been posed
I’ve reached the end but I have not started
This heart of mine has forever parted
Because I have waited so long to meet you
But now that I’ve found you I can’t have you
So fly away poor bleeding heart of mine
You’ve waited long enough to see the signs
To live, to love and never to despise
When Hate is all that lingers in my eyes
To live for the moment of blissful splendour
And die for the rest of the waking hours
The immortal hands of Longevity
Grips me with such cruel gravity
To be lost in a senseless world of no meaning
And be found in a misery that’s just beginning
To constantly weigh the worthful minutes
Because Time is a luxury seemingly infinite
The ultimate test is life itself
And the ultimate freedom in life is death
Love will set your heart free
But death will set your soul free
The jealous wounds that eat my heart away
Has left it dying with morbid decay
The healing hands attributed with Time
Has done nothing to mend this heart of mine
All the seas of Neptune could not drown the sorrow
The pain will never cease with another tomorrow
The weight of true love has been my plague
It has left me dry till my very bones ache
Laughter is a medicine that fools apply
To hide the truth and reveal the lie
All the forgotten wishes that will never come true
Has now resurfaced with wondrous hues
To cloud my heart with even more agony
Where rain and thunder reigns eternally
Thoughts of darkness surround me with such ferocity
Fear paralyzes my every ability
All those wasted moments of nothingness
The anguished hours ripe with loneliness
Shall continue to plague me with endless misery
Yearning in vain this heart is empty
All the rights have turned out wrong
And all the wrongs go on so long
Age catches up without a choice
Anger and resentment becomes my voice
I’m still holding on to the life within me
Death is a journey that hasn’t reached me
The roads I’ve taken have led me nowhere
Even the desperate must go somewhere
Why do I feel like there’s nothing left for me
The forgotten child without a destiny
Floating in the rivers of insecurity
Waiting for the shores of mortality
Drifting along the currents that flow
Sometimes they come and sometimes they go
Watching the safety of the shore within reach
But fearing to step onto the unknown beach
Tired of staying in this enclosed state
With scenes of disdain and shadows of hate
Morbid tendencies play their tunes blissfully
Their songs caress my heart tenderly
When there is nothing more left to give
When your heart is too broken to receive
When all the colours of life has faded
And the storm within could never be abated
Do you patiently wait for something better?
Or do you once and for all put an end to the matter?
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