In just 4 months, I have managed to lose my boyfriend cum best friend, and 2 good friends. There are times in your life when you must make decisions that will change the course of your future. In my case, it was the decision to leave my boyfriend of 6 years. Which eventually led to the loss of 2 good friends. Decisions rarely exist in a vacuum. They have consequences. If only I did not leave my boyfriend, I would still have him and 2 of my good friends.
But sadly the deed is done. One minute I was on the brink of starting a new phase in my life – marriage, children, a home, the works. The next minute I’m literally all alone. I’m far away from family, and all my friends have lives of their own. The last thing they need is a depressed soul burdening them with my sorrows.
So here I am, alone. I feel invisible. I can see the world passing me by but somehow nobody sees me. I am insignificant. Faceless. A dot in the world. Unwanted. Unloved. It is really heart breaking.
Still got me.
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