29th May 2010. That was the day I said goodbye to the love of my life. My boyfriend, my best friend, my partner in life. We were supposed to be married 3 years ago. Then 2 years ago. Then last year. Then in March this year. Then in May this year. Then in October this year. 29th October 2010. My wedding day.
And then it all ended. Some people say I had waited all these years, why not just wait a few months more? Because it just wasn’t going to happen. October will come and go. No wedding. Then it will be next year. Then the following year. And on and on.
I am tired. You are either sure of someone or you’re not. I was sure about him. He says he’s sure about me but I have my doubts. I know I’m not perfect but I don’t think I’m all that bad. So what is wrong with me? Why won’t he marry me?
He is also imperfect but he was perfect for me. He was the best. No one else can ever measure up. And I have lost him.
he is till hanging around though.
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