Angst

I have already concluded that it takes me 3 days to get over an unwarranted remark. The problem is, too many people have said too many things over the past 2 weeks to piss me off, with the result that there is an overlap of remarks in my mind, with the consequence that I am perpetually angry or pissed off.

And it affects me to the extent that I have had nightmares (although I can't remember what they are about) and I sleep so restlessly and intermittently that I wake up feeling exhausted.

I don't know how the mass majority of people do it. I can't. I can't just let people get away with making nasty remarks. I can't just let it go. I used to think that I was not good enough for the world. But now I know it's the other way around, as it always had been. The world is not good enough for me. I am too good for this world. Because I bloody care too much.